April 2007


I was kind of excited to see the new Scrubbing Bubbles Automatic Shower Cleaner hanging in their shower. I couldn’t wait to try it. I slid the shower door open, pushed the blue button and slid the shower door closed. I waited. Soon, the soap dispenser looking contraption hanging from the shower head started making a loud noise. I didn’t recognize the noise from the television commercial, so I slid the door back open to check out the problem. I should have waited a couple seconds longer. Right then, the machine started to pulsate and before I knew how to react, I got shot in both eyes with the cleaning solution as the automatic sprayer began its 360 degree spin around the shower. Soap in your eyes, whether you have contacts or not, always burns. I immediately grabbed the wet washcloth and held it to my eyes to try and relieve the intense stinging.

It reminds me of sin. Too often we push the button and then sometimes choose to resist that temptation and walk away. But then there are these Sodom & Gomorrah moments in which curiosity is stirred and you just can’t help but turn around and look back. It’s not even necessarily that you want to partake in the sin as to maybe think about it for another few minutes — but then, unexpectedly, you get hit. You should have kept walking away from the situation, but curiosity killed the cat. You were lured and reminded once again that you don’t always have to get hooked to understand the consequences of sin.

The experience of absence does not mean the absence of experience.

Some friends recently shared with me how they continue getting caught-up in the same sin. “Like a dog returns to its vomit.” It sounds silly, I know. Why do we get so easily entangled again and again in the same things? The method of entrapment may look different, but more often than not, there are striking similarities that cause me to hesitate before I keep walking forward. It’s like the fisherman who uses different colors, shapes, sizes, and texture of tackle to catch his fish. But the fish have to get smarter. I have to get smarter. At the end of each line, there is always a hook.

The crazy thing is the fisherman always fishes off the same dock.

My advice to my friends is this: When you’re swimming around and you see fun & colorful lures in the water — think about your location and just forget about how cool the fisherman’s tackle looks. You need to remember the lure is always diguising the hook. But there is hope because the place of familiarity will soon begin to become a place of old.

But only if you choose to just keep swimming, just keep swimming, swimming, swimming…

3 miles. 13 miles. 1 mile. I like to mix things up a bit. I completely dislike doing the same thing for an extended amount of time. That’s why I think this new adventure will be perfect.

I knew it was going to be a good day when I started laughing as the “Rocky” theme song woke me up at 6 am this morning. Last night, I told my friend I wanted to start getting up early to work-out. He suggested I find a motivating song as my alarm. So I did.

“First say to yourself what you would be; and then do what you have to do.”

Develop a fixed intention. Firm your purpose.

I can guarantee there will be plenty of mornings when Rocky won’t be enough motivation to get to the gym. I will be tired and my warm bed will always be more comfortable than the coolness of the morning. But as with breaking an addiction or staying within the guidelines of your spending plan — discipline is about controlling your impulses.

I can run. I can bike. I can swim. I’ve never done them all together and the last bike I rode was my dad’s incumbant last summer. But I’m going to try this 17 mile adventure. I’ve fixed my intention. I’ve firmed my purpose. Tomorrow, I will awake to the Rocky theme song. And I will have to make a choice.

“Oh yes, you shaped me first inside, then out; you formed me in my mother’s womb. I thank you, High God—you’re breathtaking! Body and soul, I am marvelously made! I worship in adoration—what a creation! You know me inside and out, you know every bone in my body; You know exactly how I was made, bit by bit, how I was sculpted from nothing into something. Like an open book, you watched me grow from conception to birth; all the stages of my life were spread out before you. The days of my life all prepared before I’d even lived one day.” Psalm 139:13-16

In all I do, may it be done to honor and glorify the one who created me to do all I could ever dream or imagine. This will always be my ultimate motivation.